RUNNING TOWARDs LIGHT

December 2011

2011-12-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

This year is about to end. Again, another resolution in the making. It would probably exactly as previous. So, what's mine? Actually, mine is still the same. Developing myself. The main here... Getting married. Amin.

Keep on updates!

A night

2011-12-02T00:58:00.001+08:00

People said we have to maintain the positive thought in order to indirectly spread the positive momentum. It will reflected automatically and we called it "aura". But...... How if we failed to create those positive momentum? Does it will chain to others in any way? Pray for no fast spreading.

I've been aware of this for a quite sometimes. But.... I couldnt fight it. I hate to be uninvited person, again but... It keep chasing me to be one. Sh**. Tonight is the max i guess. I cant to fight anymore. It was ended just like that. Just .. It is just a just.

Keep waiting and pushing like people with no brain. Come on!!!! Dont let it monopolized you! In any way from now on!!! I have to realize!!! This case is no longer mine which is been handed over. Who's would like to be the heirs???

Plan A

2011-11-21T18:07:00.001+08:00

The Nov is about to end. Alhamdulillah same goes to my MS project. It's been 1 month and half focusing my entire days to complete this program. It's reporting time.

WQG is already in its behave, waiting to be polished and WASHed. I also eager to wait for it.

I have done consuming spaces in my shared room with my sister. I was planning to make it much attracted than before. Hope money will does the help.

Good nights peeps.

Car Sheet

2011-11-11T22:04:00.001+08:00

Banged by a stupid car on last friday night.

Height issues

2011-11-01T21:56:00.001+08:00

This is the proof that showing i'm taller than him.

Dinner at Rasta. Met iera & qareem.
She's thin and tall. In fact she's younger than me. When I saw her at the first time, OH MY GOD! I need that height. In a minute, she become my friend as she is a friend of mind.

The night passed in just a way. It's almost to 12 and raining. It's better for me to take a move. Then , another round of collecting the books from my Uni's friend. That's great to have such a community like that. Healthy grows dude.

A night at Rasta.

Lepaking!!

2011-10-21T01:21:00.001+08:00

Hanging out at Dataran Merdeka with my loves one. A bit tense dramatically with loaded of work and.. And and i lost the parking card. Hell no!!!. I can see my RM200 is about to fly away.

Ok. Another issue is about the big scale of migration. My colleagues was planned to tender a resignation letter phase by phase. It's just an epidemic season. However, i'm still new and its not in my list, yet. A bit dissapointed here when thinking that i'm gonna lost a lot of best friend here. Eventhough we are not so close at least i do have someone to talk to.

Me?? Still searching another level of my life. Money, yes!!!

Better go now!!

Count on me.

2011-09-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

'Wake me up when september end'. Just crossed my mind! Its almost end! Meaning do have a month to meet the dateline. 

Latest coolest song from Bruno Mars. You can count on me like 1 2 3. I'll be there.
Sometime we didn't notice that there is someone there who's standing, waiting to help me whenever needed. Somehow, I just rather ignore those reminders and the end get me sick!!. It's really a way easier if I'm not keep saying nonsense thing. Definitely, patient is the prior when it comes to the annoyed. Hoping it'll be locked forever. Amin.

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Back Bump Hit

2011-09-27T21:07:00.001+08:00

Today was started with a really nice mood. As I woke early, enjoying my precious time and get to work. Suddenly, while in the traffic in front of Vista Angkasa Apartment, my car was hit by a Black Saga. I'm really damn shocked and shaking. Even its just a really really minor accident. There's nothing broke or dented as i seen this morning. I found a scratch. Yet, i still manage to go to work but its really haunted me.

Though at the end of the incident, he ended by saying 'I hope you have a nice day'. That's words really makes out as I manage to get a few shoppers for current project. Yes, all things happen with a reason.

Hope all these positive aura will be last forever as I really need my project to be completed before the due.

I do love him

2011-09-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

Nandos

2011-09-18T22:43:00.001+08:00

Peri-peri hot chicken as my meal for dinner tonight. Yes, its quite sometimes didnt eat a kind of food like that.

Keep your identity anynomous is the Do's main thing that we should bear in mind. But its really get me nerve each time think about it. Though its a good thing to try

As tomorrow, i have a huge think to be done. Oh God, please help me.

Voucher & Promotion

2011-09-12T20:49:00.001+08:00

Terrible right?? Keep promoting with the best deal sometimes unlock the worst deal. Recently, my friend told me that there is a promotion for the first time customer for one of skin solution brand. Yes it is BUT once you get there definitely the sales staff will keep persuading till word yes coming out from our lips. Becareful guys!!

From the cheapest it may drag you to the till you dont want to remember.

Dia Bukan Maryam

2011-08-24T06:26:00.000+08:00

Now you see & now you dont!!!  it's been awhile again since my last post. No more broadband, thus hard for me to write via phone. Nonetheless, this morning I'd been called to write something.

Along this Ramadhan, me & my sister will watch "Dia Bukan Maryam" where Lisdawati as Imah who always & always sacrifice to her bestfriend Sarah by Eja who is soooo Drama Queen. Today episode shows that Sarah wants her daughter back after 6 years left Malaysia and she also has promised to let Imah take care of her daughter and it is her "Nazar". She was confirmed cannot get pregnant and that is why she really stress to get her daughter back.

Yes, it's true we cannot break the relationship between mother & daughter. However, has she ever thinked how she always break Imah's heart. She always want other people to followvwht hw says and always act by emotional.

I'm really tense up with the way she wants her daughter back. It is nog wrong to ask her in better way instead insist it in harsh way!!

Testing

2011-08-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

Just try this application. Wants to know how's its gonna work?

Chelsea Tour 2011

2011-06-08T10:18:00.004+08:00

See it??? Chelsea Tour 2011 tickets plus training pass on July 19. I'm pretty sure he didn't have the patience to watch it. Me too. By this time being, I have to add my knowledge regarding this football thingy.

RESEARCH MONTH

2011-06-01T23:05:00.004+08:00

Life Consuming.

2011-06-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yet, I still didn't know the right path/ job for me. I have to work, no work means no money..no money means I death..Oh God, help me Please. so, tomorrow is one of the big day for me. have start to do whatever it takes..or.. I doomed!!!it can't be.

Mikhael, his life was affected by the divorce of his parent and I just disappointed him by breaking the promise. he called but me didn't pick up. I called him back, maybe he get sulked with me. tomorrow, I have to try again. truly pity for him, but i cannot spoiled him too much. I don't know, I guess I just felt in love with him. I mean he is just like my little brother.

TODAY.

2011-05-08T10:50:00.002+08:00

happy mother's day to my mum...

and BIG congratulations to as & ejan..has been pronounced as husband and wife yesterday @New Mosque Wangsa Maju but I don't know which section is it.

ME???perhaps two years more..

Working??still searching for the right one...GOD, please help me..should I accept this offer. i have to give the answer by next week but if I'm declined..how about Mikhael??

Sunday

2011-03-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

it was crap when you are at the second place.. Chill!!!No.2 isn't that bad. I've been yoga'ing myself.. trying to make myself calm down.yeah, it works..SOMETIMES. Sunday and alone.

Back Again!!

2011-02-22T10:05:00.001+08:00

I'm back. will posting some exciting news later. perhaps.

Video Clip Collection #2

2010-11-04T14:22:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to me and i need all you ...my family and friends!!!

Interactions

2010-11-03T01:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I really don't understand with someone, which is I don't know whether I can say he/she is religious people. Yes, who am I to judge people. That's wondering me. He/she is definitely counter on what he/she said. BUT the ideas was there and have valuable sense.

I was thinking, maybe from his/her past experienced gave him/her valuable lessons and then he/she want to share with us. That's good right. BUT please stop pretending. If you want to change, go ahead. Don't look back. Leave the all bad things. Make it real. Its really pathetic when you only changes at the end of your finger.

Phishing Conspiracy, BEWARE!! .. #2

2010-10-25T13:32:00.006+08:00

Just to share this knowledge about this phishing website.

Technically, once you wrote down all the details that has been asked for. The details won't be erased at the other hand. Simply just like you click "Remember me" and "remember my password". Those irresponsible person easily log in to your account.

Phishing Conspiracy, BEWARE!!

2010-10-24T16:11:00.001+08:00

I have to wait for my bankcard replacement. Tomorrow, quite a long time I guess. Ok, what happen? My account has been block. Have you guys ever heard about phishing website? It can be considered as a fake website.

Ok, how it’s happen actually?

Firstly, you received an email asking you to go the website and rewrite your particular details such as an id and password. Without noticing it was the fake website. It is really similar with the original one. Have to bear in mind, the website or the e-banking never ask you to rewrite your id or updating your id through email. Easy word, your account has been hacked. Luckily on that time, my account has no money. Let say, if you cannot remember whether you linked the web through the url given or manually click the web. The point here is once you enter the web. The original one will directly goes to the home site. It won’t directly go to the page that asking you to rewrite all the particular details. If that’s happen means that is not the original web. CAREFUL !!

I called the centre and ask for the solution regarding it and the best way is to block my card and all the things. Haiisshhh, I have to wait for tomorrow!!! After my meeting, directly go to the tiger branch.

ILLNESS

2010-10-23T04:20:00.002+08:00

The longer I keep, the more I getting hurt. I feel like to break something. Why you want to be the typical Malay??? When mentioning about wealth, money and related to it. Suddenly say yes without researching about it. Hello!!! You think it is easy to get a license from someone unless you get it in the wrong way. Why you are so obsess with all the words that come out from him?? Yes, I knew they are some benefits since he has a lot of contacts BUT have you ever think why you the only he always asked for. BECAUSE… you are easy to be FOOLED. How about debt??? Don’t have enough money to pay but in my mind already have a something “modified” planned that cost thousand?? Please open your eyes.

Why he wants to use you?? He has a degree wife, so ask her to help him since his name was blacklisted. Why YOU??? If you want your name to be blacklisted, go ahead but remember by the time, I won’t help you anymore. OMG, why there are such people who loved to make this blacklisting continuous.

TAG!!!!!!!

2010-10-19T20:30:00.004+08:00

1. Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?
TRUST!

2. Benda terakhir yang korang beli guna duit korang?
Mag CLEO

3. Dimanakah tempat korang akan langsungkan perkahwinan dan apakah temanya nanti?
at my parent's house and his parent's house..Theme..not in plan yet!

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
wink2!!happy2!! ",

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
as long as I have been blessed!!

6. Di mana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?
No specific place, ikut mood!

7. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang dibeli?
CLEO.

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?
Jap, kena tengok IC la.

9. Antara mak dan ayah, mane korang lebih mesra?
erm..mak kot,tp odin suka buat lawak!

10. Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
Donald Trump

11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?
Yezza....

12. Dimanakah tempat yang betul2 korang nak pergi?
Chelsea with Him!

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
BOTH!!

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang org yang tag?
a) my pet-sister
b) rindu dia sgt
c) nk jumpa dia personally

15. 5 benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup
Benda lagi?? apa2 yang ada value in terms of memory!

16. 5 lagu yang paling suka dan selalu dengar
i) Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
ii) Just The way You are - Bruno Mars
iii) I like it - Enrique Iglesias
iv) -
v) -

17. Bila tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas
4th Nov... sambut?dalam fikiran!

18. 5 rakan blogger yang korang nak tag :
Ayun

Najib

kak ma

kak eta

kak muzai

vimal

Childhood Story

2010-10-10T01:59:00.001+08:00

I miss my childhood. Having dinner with my friends while telling our hero cartoon when us growing up. What is my childhood favourite cartoon? It’s Doraemon!! Compared to now, the voices of Doraemon are really different. In my time, its voice is really tiny, highly pitched and smooth. With its magic pocket, every dream can be true.

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. will be continued. Got to go!!!

VIDEO CLIP COLLECTION #1

2010-10-05T14:44:00.010+08:00

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

PERTAMA

2010-10-04T21:46:00.001+08:00

Yeah!!!! October just came!! On this Wednesday I’ll be officially turning my department. It won’t disturb me since only left not less than 14 days. Nothing much to be updated, nothing interesting came up to my life.

My routine life are about to rotate, having a same activities each week. I wonder when it’ll be over. My list of vision still and yet still, waiting for the new news to trigger it up. Determination, I have to. That’s all I have to do now.

Diary #3

2010-09-25T02:16:00.004+08:00

It's really makes my life mess up. The luck also makes me envy to those who are lucky. Yes, maybe not my time yet but most of the time is not my time. Probably will coming. Oh, HOPING again.

I shouldn't bother them as well as the things that they had done. CONCENTRATE!! That's the main point. Hopefully this pain will be ended soon. Very soon. October.. November... I kept telling myself again and again. This is the point you should start back. From the beginning.

There are a lot of lying has been spread. Will it be ended???? God Knows..

RAYA

2010-09-20T17:07:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Really "Cuak"

2010-08-26T02:16:00.004+08:00

Dear Divider,

You're really haunting me recently.

I'm haunted.

Crash and lucky.

Its changing.

Fault or mistakes??

Blade and straight.

Doesn't show any.

Diary #2

2010-08-23T23:42:00.008+08:00

Feel scared sometimes when I am alone. Trying to get rid of my "scary-ness" things, a bit by bit since money is the biggest prevention. Yet I’m still not good enough. At least I do increase my level of performance. That day, I received a compliment saying that I’m good in recovering my section. Glad, thanks God.

I'm still stuttering sometimes when my nervous come. It‘s really humiliating me.

Sleep!! Cannot oversleep…

THE Rules

2010-08-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

I don’t know where to start all these things. See, this is what will happen if you are not considering all the consequences when you decide to do something.

HEAL THE WORLD!!!

2010-08-17T06:17:00.003+08:00

There's a Place in Your Heart

And I Know That It Is Love

And This Place Could

Be Much

Brighter Than Tomorrow

And If You Really Try

You'll Find There's No Need

To Cry

In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep

Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die

In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

3 Days

2010-08-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

Diary #1

2010-08-02T13:44:00.001+08:00

Wake up in the morning.

Dress up.

Moving slowly and find Keys.

Start with bless.

Park with bless. Re-check status. Still in progressing.

CONFESSION!

2010-07-26T18:12:00.002+08:00

"I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw wink, no

I've been on the brink, so "

The LIFE Game

2010-07-24T15:13:00.001+08:00

The game isn’t as much about the men or money, as it is about my desire to be what I wanted. Life wouldn’t be smooth as what we expected. In amidst of sad and confuse every time I saw them walking and chatting, but I would never tell. I didn’t want to continue this apparent pattern!!!

Now I was in the middle of the game, it is hard for me to move forward more else undo what ever that I did. I have to understand this game well, and I have to understand the rules.

You have to be strong. You can choose whoever you want to be depending on your idols, perhaps. This might be the most important rules in an attempt to be what you want. But no matter what we tried, we have to be ourself. Get some mercy space on ourself.

You can be a complete stranger. This might be an issue to deal with. If looks at my situation now, I rather to be a stranger. Moving a new life without people knew what you have done in the past. Walking without hoping I’ll meet someone that I knew asking what is happening in my life. I can be a liar. I can tell anyone how good my life is but my face can’t lie.

You can’t run away from something once the glaring truth is out there. I tried to hide my life like a big secret, at all costs, even if it meant losing thrust among the people I loved. I have to I guess for this time being. I am really sorry for hurting those people who mostly pertaining in my life.

Yet, I am still in position where the solution is still vague.

Lionel Ritchie - Hello

2010-07-19T16:02:00.008+08:00

pic by Here

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

::: Currently feel in love with this song. I felt in love when I watched Glee’s series when Rachel sing this song at somewhere music store with a guy from her another school (one of her school’s competitor), I forget his name. CREDITED to Alan, he gave me this song. (GLee Version). I just love it:::

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-14T12:43:00.009+08:00

Bureaucracy, when mentioned about this people would be angry and annoying. But is there anyone who ever thought of bureaucracy in itself? Delay? Delay in it? Expecting other people to help and are proud when someone pleased them without having to do anything, and cursing when there's no one to help you? Get angry when a thing does not come smoothly and saying delay is not my character. Just re-think.

A message for you: She promised to not say anything for what you will do next and she will absolutely shut her mouth when it comes to your matter because you always think she is helpless. Even though it extremely false. She rarely breaking the promise that she made to her friend and let her friend to wait for another 3 hours. It’s enough now and she won’t say anything.

Dont Stop Believing

2010-07-09T14:07:00.001+08:00

Just a small town girl

livin' in a lonely world

She took the midnight train goin' anywhere

Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit

He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smoky room

The smell of wine and cheap perfume

For a smile they can share the night

It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting

Up and down the boulevard

Their shadows searching in the nights

Streetlights, people

Living just to find emotion

Hiding somewhere in the nights

Working hard to get my fill,

Everybody wants a thrill

Payin' anything to roll the dice

Just one more time

Some will win, some will lose

Some are born to sing the blues

And now the movie never ends

It goes on and on and on and on

Don't stop believin

Hold on to that feelin'

Streetlight, people

(repeat)

Don't stop!

Haunted Two

2010-07-08T11:01:00.005+08:00

Everything was delayed because of the number "two". I can't do this, I cannot do that. In other words, I cannot do everything that I planned due to the number "two". "two" drags me to the valley of ................... . Its really make me out of breath.

F and G stand for??

2010-06-08T19:16:00.006+08:00

It’s quite a time I have not updated my blog. Whether there is no stories to be shared or I'm just off. The past two days, my mood is quite disappointed. My life may not smoothly than ever before or what had i predicted.

With the problems of the world recently. Oh, headache!!! OK, I have no intention even want to peel anything about it and does not mean I do not want to know. It's just me don't want to make any statement for now.

Now is June I was thinking what should I do BUT what is in my mind only the graduation matter. In august likely. See you guys later; hope there will no more "blind-jealous". Ok, we always only hear about love is blind, maybe someone forgot that blind-jealous" also existed. Hopefully when we getting mature, people can know what the purpose of faith and always comply with all existing constraints. I look forward to have a peaceful life. Who does not want, right? Just want to state that anyone who has to be a couple-hops before, believe in yourself, if you're a couple-hops, not necessarily your friends also behave like that.

Certainly a lot of experiences help us teaching the meaning of life. It’s really not fair if we using those experiences to determine the behaviour of our friends to like-so. In fact, we knew that our friends have nothing to do with our bad experiences. Coincidently, our friend becomes a victim, whatever. PITY!

Nothing in May?

2010-05-24T10:55:00.007+08:00

OK, why this happen?
1. When we do nothing, people will say something.

2. When we do something, people will say nothing.

3. When we do nothing, people will say it is cool. Then, a lot and lot and lot again of compliment are speeding up to you. It is not cool bro, it is what we called stupid. If you don’t know how to stand, and cannot control the person next to you to be freaking out. You are actually making things getting worse and worse. Re-think those stories that happened wisely. Only because of you don’t know how to control yourself, people will left you or cheating behind you. Eventually, you will come back to those persons that you left out. What a dramatic bored storylines.

4. Positive!!!!!!!!!!!!

It just good!!!

2010-04-25T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today is last Sunday of this month and I just got back from the event at Penang Little Street Market. The difference is this time I have to work (volunteer) at one booth called “Relay for Life Penang 2010”. We spread some informations regarding cancer awareness and also selling some merchandises.

The topic for today…. (Questions and answer sessions)

How good you’re in English?

Personally, my English wasn’t so good and it wasn’t that bad. Honestly, I’m still in way to improve my second language before me graduating. Blogging is one of the ways.

OK. Why volunteering is good?

1. It gives me some exposure due to real life background which I did not aware before.

2. Increasing my level of confidence in meeting people whom are actually have differ background. I’m impressed with them, how they behave their selves, how do they have the down-to earth attitudes.

3. Another way for me in mastering my English – speaking.

4. At the end of the day, I knew I did something for community which is good and I’m just honoured to do so.

A next question is... will I continue my volunteering once I done studying here?

The answer is definitely YES, I’ll continue this great thing whenever I have free time. In order for that I have to start to think of something regarding to the future.

OK, let’s back to the blogging session.

Much can be done to express people emotion and thought; in particular people themselves can access those technologies easily. One of the medium is writing a blog. Blog has its own meaning and we did use it regarding what we want, what we think, what we like and what we hate to? I can say it can be a temporary writing even though there are nothing temporary once you uploading some data to the Internet.

Definitely they have both side of attitudes, love and contempt. Sighs! It’s really difficult to state an exact fact when it comes to human’s emotion problem. People normally get sensitive and easily get angry when certain people cross the line. For this reason, eventually creates all the contempt-replied session. Oh, maybe not. Another difference way, gather some friends and fill them with hates indirectly.

We cannot control human brain and mouth as well as the fingers. We also cannot block or underestimate others interest. If they feel want to write about this and that. Let them be. Those people might think that is a way on reducing stress. Is it true? Writing is one of the memorizing methods. The more you write the more time you have to remember. What about the feeling of those people that reflected your words. Again, continuous series of chapter begin.

I knew, human isn’t 100% perfect. As for me, I did something wrong sometimes or perhaps all the time. The main point is the concern towards the correction. OK, please forgive me. This statement is just for those who read my blog with contempt!!!!...

As a matter of fact, I’m having my final examination since last week. Wish me luck...

Miss Them All

2010-04-23T16:39:00.005+08:00

Dini, Atul, Nora, Me, Zura, Ina, Yazi

Norli, Wahidah, Mijah

Great!!!

2010-04-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

My current activity at sunday late-noon @ Queensbay Mall.

www.relayforlife.org.my

or
Relay For Life Penang 2010

Why People Hate Each Other?

2010-04-18T00:09:00.006+08:00

Instead of love, people tend to have this feeling towards human being. Some people said it was a natural characteristics. Each things has pro and cons. There are a lot of cases when hate transcendthe limit. How could this happen? In islam itself are encourage it followers to love each other and all the entire creature and matter around the world. We as human being are gifted with brain and mind compared to other visible creature that gifted brain only. As depicted, all those love matter should be inculcated since we were young or precisely on the day we were born.

Level of hate can be classified through the traits and behaviour of person. Hate can stimulus to the hostility. Eventually tend to suffer, illness, tribulations and oppressions. Human's mind is the controller of human's body utilization. Imagine the reactions that will show once our mind has been filled with a lot of hates. Those hate elements assimilate to the brain and eventually incline the body to do all those unwanted scenes.

In order to pursue happiness, people nonchalantly forget that love should be spread in divergence not only focus in one line. It is true that love itself have it own level and criteria dependent to the circumstances. Sometimes hate can be a good stimulation but how we take it? Hate can be a feedback responses. How again? By those feedbacks, we can know which part those need to be fixed. Fortunately, it only can be happen if people know how to think positively.

For the last but not least, people ought to think how to breed the relationship between human beings. This is very large scale of degree. For instance, smile while talking and meet people but don't smile indiscriminately, later you'll be labelled as a freak. Definitely, I am not suggesting to seize other people's right. It's not good at all.

IT IS APRIL

2010-04-15T19:13:00.008+08:00

It's been a while since my last post. Gladly, the ideas was there but the words isn't comes around. OK, stop! It's just a lame excuses.

As promised, my Ghost-vision for this month. I knew it's late.

1. Mastering my English (Vocabulary) - Spoken and Writing.

--> 10 words per week to be remembered. By the end of this month, i have to memorize 40 words.

2. Create a schedule for my Study Time - 6 hours per day.

--> I knew it seem possible BUT i had to!!! GO ERIN!!!

3. Increase my stamina + Flattening my abs.

--> Jogging 3 times a week + Yoga once a week.

Tagged (2)

2010-04-04T00:07:00.007+08:00

1. Adakah anda rasa anda HOT?
Yes, when i was directly under the Sun.

2. Upload a wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda guna sekarang?

3. Cerita pasal gambar ini?
Circle'ing the eye.

4. Kali terakhir makan pizza?
Ermm...if i'm not mistaken, some day in last month with my family. It is a un-planned gathering for having a meal outside.

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar?
Rihanna - So hard.

6. Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
Settling this tag'ing first, later will move on to next things.

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?
Helen - given by Dr. Chong.

8. Tag lagi 5 orang..

- Ejam

- Ejam
- Ejam
- Ejam
- Ejam
- Ejam
- Ejam.... ( is it enough yet??)

9. Siapa orang no 1 pada anda?
Odin - my farther.

10. Katakan sesuatu kepada orang no 5
Aku Sayang Kau.

11. no 3 ada hubungan dengan sape?

Definitely ME.

12. Bagaimana palk ngan orang no 2?

ME again.

13. Kata kata cinta utk orang no 4?

stop being annoying and lousy.

14. Berikan 5 yang anda tau tentang orang yang tag anda?

- My friend from high school.

- Taller than me.
- Her class just next to mine (while in Form3)

- she is a lady. Of course!!i am using "she" right.

- she's tagged me.

Week of Excitation

2010-04-03T23:51:00.008+08:00

Yeah... another some excitement, busy, gorgeous and acknowledgement days are coming up this weekend. I love staying in Penang, doing some volunteering, meet some great and humbling people.

Saturday, I'm starting my day at 8 in the morning, quickly going to DK A. It's one of the USM's lecturer hall or in bahasa, we called it Dewan Kuliah. There are a seminar for interview and grooming session. The speaker was Puan Yasmin Siddik, just google her name.

so, what did i done today? i attended a career courses at the morning and went straight to WCC's office to attend the Gender Workshop and at the late evening, joined a volunteer party. I just love the house. It is just awesome. Those decorations are really fantastic, there is a small pond at the center of the house. AWESOME!!!

It's April now, i should state my resolution for this month unfortunately it will be posted a bit late since i did not deciding yet.

Tomorrow, 4th April.. feel free to drop by at Queensbay Mall around 4 to 8 pm to join or have a look what is "Relay For Life" purposing to. Do visit

http://www.relayforlife.org/.

Is smart the new sexy?

2010-03-24T11:31:00.009+08:00

Is smart the new sexy?
This is topic for today as i done read "Is smart the new sexy?" section in CLEO, April issue.

To be honest, being smart and sexy is one of my 2009 resolutions unfortunately it seemingly can be switched by 2011. Obviously, to be in that kind of level, surely, needs a process, a huge process but it depends on an individual. As for me, I want to "feel" my dream career by 2011 and start being sexy as my own approaches NOT others way.

Sexy has subjective meanning. Thus, it depends on how we interpret, look and thinks. There is no right and wrong being sexy. But it inclines to be wrong or bad somewhere when you are a part of fashion's evolution or industry.

Most of the time, we watched a movie or any video clip on how from an ugly girl has transformed being a hot and sexy woman plus intellegent and smart by tossing away a nerdy big glasses. With miracle touch, she can transform to commonly "sexy". Humbling said, being sexy can be changed by a day and you can get better through the day. But being smart and intelligent definitely, you need a lot of effort. I didin't say the only way being smart is to get a Bachelor of something or maybe higher level in educations. Yes, if you have one of those things, you can be considered that you have a platform. Education is a life-learning process as well as skills and strengthens process.

Next

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Dream on, Ecal.

FRIENDS & VOLUNTEERS

2010-03-13T12:56:00.006+08:00

IN the end of the day......................

Our turns coming up...

(after everything was done!!)

Event : Single mother's Families Potrait Events 2010

Venue : Nearby Esplanade

Date : 7 March 2010..

Nutrition Informations

2010-03-13T03:04:00.001+08:00

1. Love Yourself

2. Love Yourself

3. Spread the right LOVE!!!

No Added Sugar

2010-03-04T03:21:00.010+08:00

I don't want to be nothing.

I want to be something.

People always underestimate me. People who focused me on one thing and neglecting other things are a sure way to regret rather soon than later.

I must admit that i am not so good in writing. I can do math. I love math. I am also inadequately in philosophy, speech or public speaking, chemistry and biology. I can do physics. I can do fix basis electronics problem, at least.

I am so sad when people treating me like this. Yes, I am waiting for the real changes. Hence i realized i cannot change people but i can change myself instead.

What had i learned/did so far?

1. I'd teach myself to be punctual as i could. Yes i made it except when dealing with the class time. Peace. Unfortunately, there is a time that i am a bit late but i will inform that to those who are related. I can conclude that i am getting good in managing my punctuality.

2. I read as much as i can. For that, instead of playing games at my laptop, i start to read newspaper and some blogs regarding recent issues. Guess what, I found it is more interesting in reading rather than playing games.

3. I'll make myself living in present. I am ordinary people, so i live moderately. It doesn't mean i have nothing to achieve. I did have a few lines to be achieved, so i'd listed it down and i'll achieve it time by time. God willing.

4. I am expecting my life to be better and improved day by day and eventually can make me feel worth one day in future. I am not expecting the GREATest life.

Summer -ry in February

2010-03-01T10:46:00.007+08:00

It's March now.

Reviews, remarks and summary for Feb's Ghost-Vision.

1. Read the book - tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom --> CHECKED

2. Memorizing Japanese (Hiragana) words --> CHECKED

3. Flattening Abs Routine --> NOT Checked

MARCH's Ghost Vissions:

1. Study.... Exam just around the corner.

2. Ignoring those quarters who huddling my life. In the list, 1 + 1 = 2.

- Please don't get me wrong. It's doesn't mean that i like to judge people indiscriminately. honestly, ignoring them meaning i'll ignore what they are did to me. Instead of thinking the bad things, creating a very friendly environment is much preferred.... Reconnecting...

3. Read the book - still choosing.

4. ..................

Penang is really really hot recently, I can get sweat anytime except when i'm in class. No rain but there is dark clouds sometimes. Breath and preseverence.

Matrix

2010-02-09T11:40:00.006+08:00

It was a very tired weekend. I went to two wedding events. However, I learned an experience as a bridesmaid. How busy it is, how nervous it is and how efficient am i? Hahhaha… Nothing much actually but it was a thing that I never think to be one.

Yesterday, it was Huda’s birthday. A few of my course mate and other friends were celebrating the day. It’s slightly boring, less from what I had expected. Since the crowd is less. Honestly, I enjoyed the moment. Thanks to Syira, PG, Huda, Syah and some other friends. Hil, you rocked!!!

Ok. My ghost-vision. What had I done so far?

Progressing ....

Flat abs routine --> checked!! progress : 39.7%
Study Electricity and Magnetism II & Astronomy -->not checked!! progress : 0.00%

In these next few days (definitely before friday), i am planning to memorize ALL japanese words in Hiragana format.

February’s ghost-vision

2010-02-03T00:02:00.006+08:00

Early this year and I was inspired by her, who is very ambitious and energetic. I decided to state every single of my ghost-vision in order for me to achieve those.

Ok, why ghost-vision? Because, the more you afraid, the more you think about it. Easy right?

OK. my February’s ghost-vision.

Exercising more often --> flatting? my abs.
Continuing in mastering my English.
Read at least 2 books. --> on the run --> Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom. Borrowed from Alan. Thank you very much.
Dinner with my loved one.
Melting the Chapter 1 and 2 of ....
- Electricity and Magnetism II
- Astronomy
- Instrumentation
- Laser and its applications
- Fiber Optic and Communications.

go ERIN.. 1 2 3...counting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Insidious

2010-01-29T18:14:00.005+08:00

It’s been a while.

Silent seize ludicrous. Either she was detained or captived. No one knows. Even she is vaguely to do a decision. Nonchalantly, she left the space that huddle her and eventually the case become derelict. The idea that fluctuates inside her mind similarly likes electron movement amidst the time.

Decently, he approaches solely to seize the happiness. His notorious really perplexing those who depending on him. The proxy has showed. They shed the case again.

**still searching for the best ideas!!!sighs.. :))

Almost end for January. So far, only 2 of my goal have accomplished. Those sentences above are more like a reminder for the words that I knew in this month. One of my ghost-vision for this year is mastering my English. Learn as much vocabulary as I can. So, there it is.

Another ghost-vision is – I want to say that I will cut-off the fry-ship adequately. Serious!!! It is okay I think because being a hatred person by someone who contempt you only because you keep frying the ship. Bullshits!!!Sayonara fri-dry-ship.

Sometimes people tend to say I am useless. Those who ever said that, I would like to say thanks you and I’d appreciated it abundantly. Those who are superiors than me, just to remind I can be “one” someday.

I have class tonight at meadow without grass. We called it "Padang Kawad" actually. Not meadow. Ready-ing for it.

Once i know the spell. Technique ok not chanting!! Its just take me a minute to finish the puzzle. It need practices, a lot.

Clock-ing

2010-01-15T13:55:00.004+08:00

Suddenly feel to post something but has no idea to write about. I am thinking to post about my current interests. Since the camera is still on charging, I’ll do it later.

I was thinking to go back home this weekend. This weekend is my favourite sister’s first big day and she is about to step another big day through this year. Unfortunately, money is an issue now, so I inclined to stay at Penang until this next 3 weeks. 3 weeks? Oh, it is damn long time.

Being viable sometimes is quite stress and annoying. The best thing I can only do is to accept people that surrounding me. I almost to start believing that I have a roommate since it am only me who likes to talk. Not really, I don’t felt the harmony at all. Sometimes yes I did. Later.

I’ll try to comprehend every sentences and verb that she tries to tell me. By the end of time, I always failed because I didn’t pay much attention to her. My mind is about to somewhere else that fun and full with joyous time.

Today, I wake up early as I could as I promised to him. I read news from the web since this month is money fasting. Honestly, I rarely buy the newspaper. Reading is not my priority. It was not but for this year, I’ll enlisted it is as my habit.

Then I realized I like to use words “is”, “it is”. Sometimes “because” word. So much repeating words. I’ll learn how to reduce it and plus to use another particular words.

The Story

2010-01-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

I just got this story. I can’t stop telling myself to shut up my hand from working. Hehhehe… guess what?

This story is about a girl with perfect eyes and friends. AND the most important she has a very very very pure-heart. Its cliché, everybody hates the perfect girl. Everyone that encounter to her life are simply about to ruin her life BUT not everyone are cruel. There is a guy……………………………..

Ok, I’ll make it short. At the end, until this day they still apart from each other because of the girl didn’t want the guy. Hahahha.. THE END!!

MAY DAY MAY DAY

2010-01-07T15:05:00.005+08:00

I think I am going mad today. Yes! I found a solution that drives me crazy. I don’t know what to do. In a day, there is a bunch of problem that hit me. Am I not blessed? Sh**, what had I thought? Why why and why it’s getting harder? 25 points to left BUT arrgghhhh I am damn depressed.

Sometimes I felt to quit. Sometimes I felt I have to prove that I can do that. I am getting older without properties. Yes, we shouldn’t be a materialistic. BUT without money, do you thinks I’ll survive day my day.

Money’s slave.
I won’t if I were gifted by RM10K a day. I swear I will not obsess to it.

People tend to be irritating and pathetic when dealing with “heart feeling”. So do me. My will this year hoping that I wouldn’t be like that. SEL-FISH MARKET.

Friends are no longer valid once we’ve found the replacing partner. Am I right?

TOTALLY DISAGREE!!!

I love him much. Sorry. Show off.

Silent long enough I guess. So it’s time to stand whatever it is. Greeting time is over. Err, perhaps is not over yet.

filling up

2009-12-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

waiting the frequency of...................

2010

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There You Are?

2009-11-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

“X loves her but X needs other person love. X hates when people said he is not loyal. X said I am truly loyal person (bullshee’ I said). Before X meets her, X admit that he always hanging out with his new girlfriend. The richest the person, the often X will dated. Unfortunately, X again failed when he started to feel bored to his latest girlfriend. He misses his previous girlfriend. So, he asked for break up. His girlfriend agreed initially. After a few hours, X asked to re-tie the relationships. Seducing again and again until his girlfriend melted. So, they are about to open new book.”

Ok, who should comment on this??

Beat the Words

2009-11-24T15:26:00.002+08:00

There is a person who always said we cannot shop because we don’t have enough money.

There is a person who always said we cannot do this because we are not allowed to these and those. BUT it’s only according to one perspective. For an example, a person has said that long hair is not good because it’ll contain a lot of bacteria. The fact is that person has a lot of kutu on his head so he refused to have a longer hair. Is that fair? We have to condemn other person’s view or doing only because we can’t to have it.

There is a person who always said we have to fight for our needs and passion, so we have to break all the rules that stated for mankind goodness. Eventually raise up the huge new law which accordance to our satisfied without connecting our mankind ethical (good ethical) and our belief in existence of God (ALLAH for Muslims) and Judgment Day. Is that fair? We have raise up the new law only we are prevented to do something?

There is a person who always said we have to pay attention about cleanliness. Sometimes this person had said a person who doesn’t like to repeat the used clothes without washing it was a mengada-ngada. Is that fair? Should we say the annoying words only because we are different in defining the cleanliness words?

Sighss!!

Together?

2009-11-16T03:27:00.000+08:00

I felt empty, sad and scared. I don’t know what I had scared of. I wonder do I still have chances to fulfill my goals. I don’t know and confused. I want a good time. I need a really really good time.

No one knows what I had going through my life. No one will understand. There is no longer used to believe the entire story about happy ending. Even I really was hoping for that. Am I disappointed? Yes!!

Someone had said sad matters are the stuff that fuels our dreams to become reality. By believing the sad matter, it wills hence us to believe in good matter. Still hoping I guess.
Ermmm, is it hard to understand what I’m asking for? Peaces!!! Why he always put this “feeling matter” aside. Sighs!!!! STUPID!!!!!

I am leaving. Bye bye bye.

Two in ONE

2009-11-13T22:19:00.004+08:00

I spent my day today at WCC. Being a volunteer and helping them finishing what are supposed to be done for tomorrow’s activity.

We arrived there around 9 o’clock. Having a breakfast then we start to work. I met a lot of friends today. Yeah sure. They are so busy and I guess they already sacrifice their time as well as energy doing so many things whether arranging the courses or helping those who need help. So, you guys can link to their website for further information.

Lunch time! Alan promised to bring me to eat at the Temple Fine of Art. The foods that served are vegetarian food. So, I think I have no doubt to eat it. I asked plain water for my drinks but eventually I felt regret after have a taste of Lassi (I don’t know how to spell) drink. It’s so delicious. Next time I comes there, I am sure I’ll order it. The prices? This what makes this Temple Fine of Art interesting. Since this is my first time and so new to know about it. It’s surprising me because you pay by donation. Its means you are eating the food with no exact price because the price is ups to you. It is one way for us to donate. Eating and donating.

Going back to WCC again. Settle up the last things then going to RESCAM to settle things there. After that, Suk Fong drops us at USM’s Bukit Gambir Gate. End my day for today. Tomorrow I’ll be in RECSAM all day long.

So guys, you may visit WCC’s website here.

Shocked!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-13T02:44:00.006+08:00

I am truly disappointed. I am failed to answer all those questions as it required.

Uda called before he gets sleep. He asked something that he never asked before. I kindly shocked but I still fulfill his request even I seem like to forget a few words of that doa. Eventually I can remember the ayat that he asked for.

Now, I kind of scared. My mind starts struggling and thinking. I knew I should not to think about all the nonsense things. But I am really worried. I asked him why and he said he just want to remember. Seems his health was not in good condition now. I scared if something…. No no!!! Stop thinking that. The things that I can only do is prays and hoping that it won’t happen.

tik tok tik tok tik tok

2009-11-12T03:26:00.004+08:00

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9.00 a.m . Kringggg...Kringgggg..

It is less than 6 hours.
There are a lot of notes to remember.
I still cannot sleep. Worried perhaps.
Definitely I am worry. I’m staring the notes instead of reading it.

Too much movies for today. A silicon bar is breaking into two. Amoeba splits up and finds the third portion and recombined. Oh, maybe split up again by applying external force and its fluxes from many spatial points.

I am still in 3rd place in riding bicycle. At least top three. BUT the participants are only three. Me, Zara and Alan.

Zero Point

2009-11-11T03:40:00.003+08:00

things that always accompany me

Again I am “bathing” myself in the rain today. It was rain when we three walking back from our dinner. Before that, we played bicycle and yet it still rain. So, keep playing. Hoping that I won’t get any fever during this exam period. Uda had fever. Alan too.

OK. Now it’s still raining. Might be the rain will be falling all night long. I wanted so much to close my eyes but it’s seems want to awake. Since my brain still wants to work, then it’s ordered my eyes to keep awake. Sure!! There’s a lot that I should read. Oh gosshhh, I hate to memorize all those notes. Sighs!

Back to the previous night there is nothing to compare about. So, I still keep trying to simplify all the notes where I can simply to remember. So, Erin!!! Wake your mind up and simplified it!!!! ZZzzZZZzzzZz.

Internet connection seems like hanj.

EXPO-SURE

2009-11-07T12:57:00.009+08:00

Suddenly felt to "expose" something.

"Loyalty means nothing unless it has at its heart the absolute principle of self-sacrifice."
Woodrow Wilson

********* *********

"You've got to give loyalty down, if you want loyalty up"

DONALD REGAN

Heading and Tangoed

2009-11-07T04:22:00.003+08:00

A head without boundary sometimes gives a huge impact of bouncing. It gives a very huge impact without us noticing it. I couldn’t say much. I didn’t want to ask for the “other side” things indeed. Just hoping things will get better. A talk had been happened. As usual I’ll be the eyes with no mouth. I have nothing much to say because I knew my words will gone and it’s won’t sticks even once.

OK. Next! Is that right if we have to cease other’s people friendship only because we wanted to? Which case due to jealousy? A person said when it comes to relationship, a love relationship. They have right to stop it. Bullshit. I think we should open the encyclopaedia then find the meaning of friends. But there are a lot of people in this world with variety characteristics. It depends, if the friends are about to over the limit. It has to be something that makes his/her doing that. So, be careful. Watch out yourself and people that surrounding you.

OK. Just went back from lepak at Subaidah. Before that we three are volunteering our voices louder and louder, other words are we three going to karaoke. Most surprised! I can sing a song I that I never thought before. Uji Rasyid’s song and I forget the title. It was chosen by Alan. I am not sleepy yet. Thinking to start reviewing my notes for electronic paper but…felt like...ermmm, perhaps tomorrow? So, until then... See you soon.

Next examination will be held on next Thursday (12/11/2009) at 9 o’clock in the morning. So Erin, come on!!!

Happy Birthday to ME

2009-11-04T13:43:00.004+08:00

This is my birthday card made by eldest sister, Along..Thanksss Along…MUccchhssss..

Song Lyrics

2009-11-01T14:19:00.009+08:00

As usual, once I got my next favourite song. I am soooo excited to publish it. It’s just a reminder ONLY for me. Preventing me from forget all the song that I was loved before.

I definitely doesn’t mind if you guys did not agree with whatever I did. Just to say that everyone has their own way to satisfied their self. Being a person with a lot of consideration won’t let you burned. Count me on that.

Let say you like to watch actions movies but you never have right to condemn other people’s interest. Everybody has their own characteristics. If the person likes to be like that, just let it be. I think as long as that person knows what was going on and does not humiliate self’s pride. There’s no wrong on that.

Nothing much actually, just feeling weird when people start saying others is dumb if they are not in their line. It happens!!!!

So here it is!!!

Run this Town by Jay-Z, Rihanna and Kenya West.

Life's a game but it's not fair
I break the rules so I don't care
So I keep doin' my own thing
Walkin' tall against the rain
Victory's within the mile
Almost there, don't give up now
Only thing that's on my mind
Is who's gonna run this town tonight

Linkin Park - New Divide

So give me reason to prove me wrong

to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

Words.

2009-10-30T06:54:00.003+08:00

Pathetic
Honor
Dignity

Patriotic
Tiro

Hate
Discriminacy
Love
Fellowship
Optimist

Modernize
Improvement
Seventh.

Servant
Serve
Services

Infatuation
Beauty
Dread.
LIFE!!

Dreaming

2009-10-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

I had dreaming of something weird frequently. It’s dreaming duh! What should I expect more? I think it’s a warning to wake me up earlier. Haha! It’s kind of strange. My latest dreaming was I in stepping down the stairs. Then, I went to have a dinner while seeing the huge crocodile -dinosaur with a pair of leg that similarly to the frog. The body is similarly to an oldest giant fish. I don’t know the names. Yeeeeeeeew!! And they were eating the humans that swimming at that place. I don’t know. It is some kind of place with a stream and there is a path at the centre of it where all the crocodiles come from.

Then I remember. My previous dreaming also about something with stairs but I was stepping up. Might be its want to tell me I have to make a huge effort in order to have the best result for return. And if I still maintaining my laziness, I should be down again which am I don’t want.

Ok. Stop about dreaming.

MY Short New

2009-10-23T13:43:00.009+08:00

I don’t know which demons have spelled me to cut my hair. Short! It is really short. As reward for that, I felt energetic and free. Burdens that surrounding my head was gone as my residue hair goes. Honestly, it’s not purely relieved. He seems doesn’t want to change. So, I’ll be the one who change.

Tagged - from a.l.e.f.a.h

2009-10-21T19:41:00.007+08:00

1 - NAMA TIMANGAN ANDA

erin

in (wanted only)

2 - ANDA SEORANG YANG
liked to : challenging - hiking, bacpackers travelling, shopping.

loved to : all items that i loved to - miss sixty jeans, levis love pocket, mooks shirts, slim dark brown havaianas slippers, 2920 laptop, TOPSHOP purse, Ferragamo shoes.

afraid of : frog, entering elevator alone when midnight onwards, paralyzed.

3 - INSAN TERISTIMEWA
odin, mak dan ejam

4 - LAGU KESUKAAN ANDA
soulja boy - kiss me through the phone

5 - MAKANAN KESUKAAN ANDA

nasi lemak, chocolate cake, doughnut. NUT!

a lot basically!

6 - SIKAP YANG BUAT ANDA STRESS

when ejam ignoring me!

7 - WARNA KESUKAAN
white

TAG 6 RAKAN ANDA

zara, kissingGuru, alifah, daya, mawar, nawal.

Pet Society on Facebook

2009-10-20T15:39:00.007+08:00

Lately, I am busy playing this Pet Society games through Facebook. Funny, cute and charming as well, that’s makes me always wanted to activate my pet even though the activities are about to same. I didn’t have much to say basically.

This is my pet. Its name is Opiito. And she’s cute!

One of my neighbour. Isn't both are cute?

Happy Birthday Swimming

2009-10-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

This entry is about what happen to me on yesterday which means Wednesday. What shall I say about? I went to swim again today without Alan but I met Zara. He got something to do at WCC.

The best is I can cross the swimming pool. A lot! Back and forth. In reality I did stop a few times due to my energy. The main things I did encouraged myself to face my fear and nervous. I try to not become weary and absolutely I knew that victory is ahead. Just ahead of my mind. Even i knew I will freak out but I tried to stay calm. Thanks to my coach and Zara. She’s helped me a lot. Indeed, I am about to make my “List of Plan” almost accomplished.

Then I have a discussion about dipole moment with my presentation team. Damn because I know nothing. I hate to present the things I don’t know much.

Happy birthday to my UDA!! It was on 14th actually. Honestly we never celebrate each birthday together in the exact date. Since I was here and he was there. I still didn’t get the “feel”. Yet!

My Weekend Goes Around Again

2009-10-12T01:06:00.027+08:00

I’d just got back from Taiping. It was unplanned actually but I can say my weekend was pretty good. I went there to visit my senior’s house. She’d come to Penang at the very late evening. We playing bowling and have a dinner at Hammer Bay. All treated by her and her boyfriend. After that, we start our journey to Taiping. For the first half, I was the driver. Thanks nenek because let me drive the car and let me tell I was happy for that. We reached her house at 12 midnight. We ate bubur kacang first then she drove atuk to his home.

When I did get home, I mean my room it was 6pm and I was tired. Quickly I settle up my things and lay my body onto bed. Updating my brains, I did promise to myself to not to interfere other person matter unless I was accepted into that life.

Atuk, me and Nenek

My new shoe from Vincci accesories

Triple Double Trouble

2009-10-10T12:18:00.008+08:00

I always wanted to have more and more. Greedy! But deep inside my heart, I don’t want ask for much but I am grateful in many things of my life that helped me through day by day. I had to keep in my mind that my life was blessed and it was a gift.

Thus, what did happen to me for this week? As usual, I go to class but there are a few classes I did skip due to my overslept. I went to swimming alone since Alan has something to do and he can make it. Oh yes! Two tests were held and both are physics paper. Another one will be on next Wednesday. Last nights, I and Alan went to library foyer to study basically.

Then, something is bothering me especially Alan. His face becomes blooming red. In sense, I can felt the heat that surrounding his face. Pity him. Pity us too. Punching someone who definitely not in the same strength! Is that the only solution for a tough man, Duh! To show he was TOUGH yet! And more, in physically is we are allowed to fight with someone who is not in the same level. Let me describe Alan in general. He was a man with soft-hearted characteristics. He is not D-queen. I don’t mind whoever he is because he is my best friend and we build this relationship with trust. Back to the point, does it make any sense to punch him? For me, it can't be! If the intention still would like to be proceed, still wants to show the toughness, yes but hit me first. I don’t mind. As Alan said,

ALLAH is here and HE always being fair to HIS mankind.

A Point To Say

2009-10-08T03:48:00.008+08:00

Do not Judge a person if you really dont know who really they are !!

This is the chronology how I can wrote those words below.

A friend of mine post a lyrics from S club 7 to our engineering Yahoo Groups. The title is “Say Goodbye”.

As I did reply : “a true love never dies, a true fake love dies.... aku suka lirik ni!...”.

Then, another friend of mine reply this : “Hangpa duk jiwang ap ni???merapu sial....true love la apa la...nk true love sgt, p wt solat taubat...klu benar2 ikhlas....br rs cinta tu mengalir dlm hati dan jasad”.

Then, another reply from my friends that eventually makes me feel want to write something.

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[terlambat agaknya..tp x mengapa. "It is true thou wilt not be able to guide every one, whom thou lovest; but Allah guides those whom He will and He knows best those who receiveguidance".-AlQashah-056-.

kita mmg tahu kan cinta abadi tu adalah cinta kepada Allah."a true love never dies, a true fake love dies...."(salin balik ayat yang aku tulis).
aku tak berapa nak nampak ayat aku ni ada dedicated untuk siapa? LOVE?selain bermakna CINTA, ia juga bermaksud kasih sayang. adakah islam melarang kasih sayang?pendapat aku selagi kita masih mengingati Allah dan mati, selagi kita harus spread the love. tanpa kasih sayang, takkan bersatu. percayalah! kita tahu bnyk pihak juga y cuba nak jatuhkan islam. contoh: Music, itulah cara Christian (cara halus) untuk buat islam berpecah belah. jangan ikut kesombongan diri hanya kerana kita rajin ke masjid sebab Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. kalau Islam sendiri tak bersatu, macamnana kita nnt.

persoalannya bagaimana?Islam terlalu banyak kebaikannya sehingga aku rasa tiada perkataan yang mengatakan kita wajib menghina umat manusia hanya kerana dia berbeza pakaian ataupun rupa dari kita. bagaimana kita nak bersatu klu mcm ni?fikirkan lah?"sial".. adakah itu ayat yang sangat baik untuk kita mengatakan sesuatu itu salah?adakah itu cara kita nak ajak orang lain bertaubat?begitu?

dan aku pun tau aku ni bukan lah superb pandai. klu superb pandai sure dah takde kat usm ni. tapi aku rasa bersyukur la sebab aku di berikan akal, maksud aku boleh berfikir sesuatu bukan hanya dari satu persepektif sahaja.aku ni pun x de lah baik sangat. tudung pun tak pakai, sembahyang pun kadang2 tak cukup tapi tak bermakna aku ni terlalu bodoh tentang islam. TETAPI siapa kita nak menilai seseorang? adakah kita kenal mereka sepenuhnya?adakah kita tahu apa yang mereka lalui? adakah kita mengatahui apa y seseorang itu rancangkan?adakah kita tahu selengkapnya sepertimana Allah mengetahui dan menilai makhlukNYA?-erin-]

Do Not Cross The Line

2009-10-05T15:39:00.006+08:00

I hate myself when i mad at him.
I hate myself whenever we have an argument that eventually my ideas was a crap.
I hate myself when he said that i am a mess, burdening him.
I hate myself when he did ignoring my feeling.
I hate myself instead of hating him.
I love him.
I hate myself when I had to create a laws or a gap between us.
I hate myself.
I hate myself when i had to let something that I loved, always love.
I hate myself when my mind is started ruining my mood.
I hate myself for doing this.
I love myself.

Highly Neeon

2009-10-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

As I lay in bed unable to sleep yet again I could feel that I have to express something. I have to flow out whatever that makes my mind working. I have t shut it and have to find the button first.

I feel fortunate to have my own space and to be able to find things when I need them, sometimes! The hardest part is keeping it neat and putting things away in a timely manner. I can be lazy about that sometimes and I always pay for it when I get a last minute time such I was late for class. At that time everything is going about to mess as well as my mind.

I had been idle of writing for a quite some time. It is because I didn’t have much time and not much exciting news that happen to me basically. I also absent my swimming class last Wednesday, it’s been a quite long time I did not practising my swimming skills.

Sometimes, I wonder in the years to come. Do I still remember the memories that I sharing through. Do I still remember or keep my ethical principle to be practiced. Yesterday, as I attending a workshop that organized by one of my best buddy in USM. The main reason I was came there is to support her. The next reason is I like to gain my general knowledge. I like to have a debate without any harm consequences. I like to talk with the peace end.

I started with a warm hello and eventually rising up with the issues that I did aware. I am very less in reading so my limitation sometimes blurred me up. From now on, I should do a thing that won’t burden me in future. I should keep thinking and re-think the relation between those matters. It just like when you are playing the Sudoku games which is we have to break the code that surrounding the numbers. For the whole, I felt lucky to join them because it allows me to think in other perspectives.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

2009-10-02T19:08:00.027+08:00

Finally..... i got it -miss sixty jeans with really really worth in value!

Month Goes By

2009-10-01T15:09:00.001+08:00

Goodbye September. Cheer Up for this coming October.

Presentation [ZKE321 - Engineering in Society]

2009-09-14T15:15:00.008+08:00

Here we go. As promised - the photos while me and my group presenting the project.

Project 1 - seems like i were present my part. Nervous.

Project 2 - Where am I?Lean against wall. Really didn't notice when Dr. Sharom snap the camera.

Memory

2009-09-12T21:38:00.004+08:00

All I could think have, as I stepped out from the “wonder” world. My mind will be on steady-state. It’s hard to understand why and how the changes will makes us better. The key is positive thinking. It is doesn’t mean that we are accepting as what had given. We did accept but in certain cases, it is better to shut and being silent. As we are gifted a unique brain which is sometimes can be running into 3D world. For me, it doesn’t means we had to use it for our own satisfaction. Satisfaction? We still search for it instead of accepting it. It’s hard, really hard. As for me, I admit that I was still looking for being better. If I have my own reason being me, so they are. I guessed.

Memory is still remains inside us whether we noticed it or not. Memory teach us how to exposed, evaluated and react ourselves in current and as well as the future. I never felt comfortable with those who are underestimating what I have been doing currently or what will be me in future. I understand if someone is trying to saying out their views. But please do not say that we are sucks! We are definitely not. And as promised I will make myself isn’t that suck. 2 years to go.

As my point of view is I’ve never like, ever liked sudden changes. I’ve never liked being pushed into making sudden decisions. In exact sentence, I never liked if someone ask me to do beyond my limit (for certain cases). If I were acting in cons, that will make me guilty eventually. I felt guilty in making the “harsh” environments. I don’t like that.

Sort of Lyrics

2009-09-11T22:54:00.008+08:00

Black Eyed Peas - I Got A Feeling

Here we come here we go we gotta rock Easy come easy go now we on top

Feel the shot body rock Rock it don’t stop

Round and round up and down around the clock

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Saturday and Sunday

we keep keep keep keep on going we know what we say party everyday party everyday

got a feeling

that tonight’s gonna be a good night that tonight’s gonna be a good night that tonight’s gonna be a

good good night

One Fine Day

2009-09-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday. Tomorrow will be Saturday. Next will be Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. Going back hometown. Woohh00.. I am excited. Much much excited since next Sunday is Hari Raya. And the most much and much excited is seeing uda. Thinking and planning what should he give as a gift for my parent for this Hari Raya. The main thing am I no longer emo because we both are okay now...

New Label

2009-09-07T07:40:00.003+08:00

http://www.classroomelectric.org/volume3/browner/hetouchedme1896.jpg

Algebra

2009-09-07T06:32:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (6 September 2009)
Me, Zara and Alan went to hiking. Wake up as early as 7am. Then we took a bus from USM to Komtar. Next, from Komtar to Bt. Feringgi and the final destination is Teluk Bahang. It’s taken about an hour to reach at Monkey Beach. We went back around 4pm. I and Alan break the fast at Komtar while Zara going back earlier since she got something to do with her cats.
Fiza (my roommate) called me telling that she did bring something for me. So, definitely I cannot wait to eat again. It was Popia and Sambal Tempe. I can finish it only in one shot. Delicious.

Today (7 september 2009) in the morning, I was having my sahur with them. It is fun compared when you are sahur alone.

In other side of me. New day, new hopes, new changes and I were happy as I hope it can remains till i meet my death.

Morning Me

2009-09-05T06:15:00.007+08:00

It was still early in the morning. I already took my meal, dawn meal. Actually, I do not know the right phrase for bersahur. So, I use a dawn meal as dawn brings the meaning of the time that marks the beginning of the twilight before sunrise.

OK, I was a little bit late awake this morning that was awakening by uda. I just am having a simple meal as yesterday. Quiet and lonely, as I walked out through the door. I’m kind of scared and my head starts to find a reasonable reason. Is that the fire drill lesson is extended until 6am. Oh no! If yes, I’m death. I know it is not good to refuse the fire drill lessons but I was about to sleep and my head still in a dreaming world. So, I decided to continue my sleep and acts as my room was empty. Since my other roommate was going back home this weekend. I was back down.

Finally I heard a human sound as she coughed while brushing her teeth, maybe. Then I just felt a little bit relief. It is because my wing still in quietness and silent. Never mind, maybe they still sleep and tired. I don’t know the exact time when the lesson is finish.

OK. What changes I will make today? Firstly, I will have a shower then praying (subuh). I have a class at 930am, Japanese class. While that, perhaps I can do some revision since I was not going to the class last week. Maybe, it’s just maybe I can try to mix and match what should I wear today.

I should stop writing as I want to begin my day. So, here we go. See me again in next Story of Events.

In The MOrning

2009-09-04T06:12:00.009+08:00

It is 530 in the morning. I had done preparing my stomach for today fasting. I ate bread and drink milk.

OK. What happen to me those days before? I did join Yoga class and I’ll join it for next week. I done my presentation with hhahaha, cannot say it. For sure I am not so ready for it. Definitely I love being a leader. I just felt the power is in my hand even sometimes is not. I am still waiting for the picture for this second presentation from Dr.Sharom when he uploaded it into e-learning, a portal for us to access through the notes that given and allowed. Then, I’ll copy and uploaded into my blog.

My Merdeka Week goes along smoothly as what I planned. Working! Tired but I really enjoy that moment. The other KLCC’s staff so friendly compared to the first I worked at Pavilion.

Last night, I read about four elements that surrounding us which are Water, Earth, Fire and Air. Normally, we always to find people said that your element is one of those elements. As I read, what I understand is in our body is already included these four elements. The thing that I wonder now is how we can conclude we are for example we are Water element but in the mean while we have all those four elements? Sighs!

I am proud to be Malaysians and grateful to be rise up here even though there is a lot of Malaysian mentality and behaviour that really makes me ashamed.

Happy 52th Merdeka day on 31st August 2009.

Logic Simplification

2009-09-03T00:52:00.004+08:00

Exhausted

Hereby Clarified

2009-08-26T15:19:00.010+08:00

Gosh. I have presentation next week which means I cannot extend my working time to the 1st of September. Damn. Teeeet.

[It’s good Erin. Remember, Education is lasts. Works comes and go]

OK. The title is “Time-Traveller Shogun”. This is my or our second presentation for this “Engineering society” paper. My group is attended by 4 members and I as a Project Manager. It’s good position actually as it gaining my leadership credibility. Thank you to Dr. Sharom for the thrust.

The most important thing for a young
man is to establish a credit – a reputation, character.
-John D. Rockefeller-

Think and Thought

2009-08-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

A month had gone by, into my recovery and I still complained of lacking time. Honestly, not lacks of time but the mood in study. Everyone said it’s all about me. I just am being stubborn and lazy.

Now I am trying to develop my body even further following the routine that I had planned. However, I just not satisfied. There will be a case that makes me feel lonely and guilty. When it comes, I just felt weak. I have no passion in following my routine. Luckily I still have a friend that really really makes me feel alive. Even though, they didn’t know what was going on inside my head. Being with them makes me forget about what he had done to me.

This week I’m going back to KL again. I will be working as a part-timer at Salvatore Ferragamo for this Merdeka Week. Honestly, when they are offering me the job my first thought said no. After that, my second thought said, I should grab it when it’s comes about money. This semester is my extend semester. So there is no more loan payment that will credit into my account bank. Why not I just take this opportunity and at the end I can gain some earning.

First plan, I and Alan decided to go back by train. Eventually we decided going back KL by bus. We scared there won’t be a plenty time for us to rest. We can expect that both us will damn tired that morning. Yes, working 12 hours a day, from 10 am to 10 pm. God, please let us through those days smoothly.

Never Be Nitwit

2009-08-24T15:24:00.004+08:00

Water condensed from vapour in the atmosphere and falling in drops from clouds. Those drops will be known as rain.
-Encarta Dictionary, North America-

At the mean time the weather turned colder as well as mine I think.

I am arrived in Penang this morning. Tiding up my clothes, changes the sheets, kain batik and blanket. After that, jumping up onto my bed and have a good damn sleep.

9 am. Uda called me trying to wake me up but failed. My eyes seems doesn’t want to open.

1040 am. Sara called asking by how I’m going to class since it was rained. I said I don’t want to go.

At 1 pm finally I’m awake. Yes, I have to start my day or else I’ll not finish studying for a test tomorrow.

3pm now! OMG! I’m still not in mood to study.

Day Day

2009-08-20T02:25:00.005+08:00

Ferrari Puma vs Dark Brown Top Slim Havaianas

crossing

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I am quite no idea in writing for these days. So, I just upload some photos. Oh, today he bought me a green photo frame glass. So quickly ‘ll printing a few photos.